There are many things about Champ that I don't know, things I'll probably never know. He either got money to be Satterfield, then forgot to drop the con, or wished he were Satterfield, then let the wish consume him. Not knowing doesn't bother me as I feared it would. Not getting his scrapbook doesn't torment me as I thought it might. Every man is a mystery, because manhood itself is so mysterious; that's what Champ taught me. Maturity means knowing when to solve another man's mystery, and when to respect it.
"Been traveling," I tell him. "And guess where I went?"
He cocks his head.
"Columbus. And guess who I saw? Your nephew, Gregory."
"That's my brother's son!"
"Yep. And guess who else I met. Big George."
He pulls a sour face, like his brother's, and we both laugh.
We talk about George, Lily and Lip, and Champ grows heavy with nostalgia. He recalls his childhood, particularly his stern father, who hit him so hard one day that he flayed the muscle along Champ's left bicep. Champ rolls up his sleeve to show me the mark, but I look away.
To cheer him up, to cheer us both up, I ask Champ to tell me once more about busting Marciano's nose.
"Marciano and I were putting on an exhibition that day," he says, crouching. "We were going good. But he had that long overhand right, and every time I seen it coming, I'd duck it. And I'd come up, and I'd keep hitting him on the tip of his nose."
He touches my nose with a gentle uppercut, flies trailing in the wake of his fist.
"On the tip, on the tip, I kept hitting," he says. "Finally, his nose started bleeding, and they stopped the fight."
Smiling now, more focused than I've ever seen him, Champ says he needs my advice. He's been reviewing his life lately, wondering what next. Times are hard, he says, and maybe he should head on down the road, polish up the Cadillac and return to Columbus, though he fears the cold and what it does to an old boxer's bones.
"What do you think?" he says.
"I think you should go be with people who love you and care about you," I say.
"Yeah, that's true, that's true."
We watch the cars whizzing by, jets roaring overhead, strangers walking past.
"Well, Champ," I say, slipping him $5. "I've got to get going."
"Yeah, yeah," he says, stopping me. "Now, listen."
He rests one of his heavy hands on my shoulder, a gesture that makes me swallow hard and blink for some reason. I look into his eyes, and from his uncommonly serious expression, I know he's getting ready to say something important.
"I know you a long time," he says warmly, flashing that toothless smile, groping for the words. "Tell me your name again."