AN avid cyclist, Susan Dopart was on her usual early morning ride from her home in Santa Monica to Marina del Rey and back in January 2003 when she was hit by a car. Witnesses say she flipped over the car before hitting the pavement, unconscious.
"I really should have died in this accident, according to all the doctors who saw me," says Dopart, 42, a registered dietitian and exercise physiologist. Instead, the collision shattered her left leg but, surprisingly, she suffered no internal injuries.
She underwent surgery on her tibia (the shinbone), and her physical healing began. But she had trouble sleeping. She was anxious. She had little appetite. And she was afraid of the open road.
Despite the symptoms, and the difficulty processing how her life had been turned upside down in seconds, even she was surprised at her diagnosis -- a month after the accident -- of post-traumatic stress disorder.
"I didn't think of myself as having PTSD," she says. "I just thought of myself as someone who was in a car accident and now was having horrible anxiety attacks."
Like Dopart, people who experience post-traumatic stress symptoms often dismiss them as normal reactions to tragic events, and they try to cope on their own, mental health experts say. But although it is normal to be temporarily shaken after a traumatic event, symptoms such as anxiety, intrusive thoughts and depression that last beyond a month may indicate a disorder.
As many as 8% of Americans will develop PTSD at some point in their lives, and women are twice as likely to have it as men, according to the National Center for PTSD. (Women are more likely to be victims of domestic violence, rape or other abuse, the American Psychological Assn. says.)
And the sooner the patient gets help, the better. PTSD becomes increasingly debilitating -- and difficult to treat -- the longer it goes undiagnosed. Dopart's difficulties became apparent on the way home from the hospital. Although she was happy to be leaving, the drive home terrified her. She was afraid to be in a car, and was thoroughly shaken by the time she arrived.
Her extreme anxiety continued in the following days. Because the accident happened in the morning, that time of the day was a particular ordeal. "I had to take an Ativan [an anti-anxiety medication] just to eat breakfast," she says. Even then, she barely ate much in the early weeks.
Nights were tough too. She would get anxious just before bedtime. Usually a side-sleeper, she had to rest on her back with her leg propped up for a couple of months so it would heal properly; the pain from her injury and subsequent surgery was so bad it would wake her several times during the night. When she did sleep, she would have vivid dreams of ambulances and accidents.
"I went from being a really good sleeper to having horrible sleeping issues," she says.
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Fears and anxiety
And though Dopart met with her psychotherapist, Barbara Monroe of Northridge, every week or so, her anxiety was fueled by her fears. She worried she wouldn't be able to resume her active lifestyle or, as a single woman unable to work, make the mortgage payments on her new house.
She also was afraid that someone might accidentally hit her injured leg and prevent it from healing properly. "I was always protecting that leg," she says. Even something as routine as going out to dinner prompted her to be super-vigilant about anyone brushing against her. "My fears went up a thousand percent," she says.
While recovering from the accident, Dopart had multiple physical therapy and other health appointments every week. Because her mother drove her to them, slowly, Dopart managed to keep her road fears in check.
When she finally got behind the wheel seven months after the accident, her anxieties surged. So she used her car as little as possible, driving only to her office a mile away or to the grocery store, and she avoided the freeway for the first few months.
Reminders of the accident caused her fears to increase. "One day I was driving and I saw an ambulance and I had to pull over," she says.
Eventually, she worked up to driving on the freeway but tried to avoid it at night. "I would see all the lights coming at me and I would get very panicky," she says.
Monroe says Dopart probably had a smoother recovery than many people experience after a traumatic event because she sought immediate help: Dopart and Monroe began talking about the accident within a week of it happening.
Although most people with PTSD can get their lives back with prompt and proper treatment, some will never completely recover. Some trauma victims may even find themselves unable to work or leave their homes for months, if not longer.
In the year after Dopart's accident, she and Monroe spoke every week or two -- conversations during which Monroe reassured her that her feelings were normal.
