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He speaks of his Christian faith and academic ambitions with enthusiasm, humor and what he jokingly concedes is the "egomania" of a well-loved child. His mother, Paulette Holt, inspired him by starting college when she was a divorced mother of three and also "brainwashed me," he said.
"I always thought I was better than average, that I was handsome, smart and talented. It was a trick," he said. "Being black in America, from the ghetto, you need that extra little bit of confidence. So that's kind of my mission, to give other kids that kind of confidence."
The odds were against him at Stanford, which accepted just 20 of this year's 1,200 transfer applicants. But Lewis was admitted and offered a financial aid package that will cover his tuition and room and board, which total more than $47,000 this school year. He'll also receive funds for books and living costs each year through a highly competitive grant program that the Virginia-based Jack Kent Cooke Foundation offers to community college students transferring to four-year schools.
"Ahmad was really a standout in all the areas," said Vance Lancaster, a Cooke Foundation spokesman. "He is truly a scholar and a humanitarian who just happens to be a chart-topping rapper."
Lewis grew up mainly near 76th and Hoover streets, on a block with a crack house and gangs. His mother arranged for him to be bused out of the neighborhood to honors classes, and eventually to take the hourlong ride to Palisades High.He was both a football jock and a bookworm, with a singing voice that won him attention in church. His Muslim father, John, was a musician as well but Lewis didn't see him much after his parents divorced. When young Ahmad became consumed with rap, his mother panicked.
"I feared him getting involved in drugs, feared him getting involved in a lot of stuff that could have been devastating to him," said Holt, who earned a masters' degree in social work from USC in 2002 and is a therapist for Childrens Hospital Los Angeles.
"I told him, 'if you are going to rap, at least don't use bad language and don't talk down about women.' And he said, 'Mom, that's not me anyway, I don't do that.' So I was able to hear his music. It wasn't church music but it certainly was a positive message."
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