I've seen my colleagues plunge into rioting mobs, drive into the hills as they exploded with fire and -- on days when the earth shook -- leave their anxious families to rush to crumpled buildings.
You think a little bankruptcy scares this crew? You think Chapter 11 has us down? You think we fear the future?
Well, yes. Yes. And hell yes. In the ragtag old Los Angeles Times newsroom, emotions run as threadbare as the quarter-century-old carpet.
Editors quip about whether their company credit cards will work. Reporters wonder what a crew chief at McDonald's might earn. Dark thoughts abound about Tribune boss Sam Zell, who bet on the real estate market just right and the news market oh so wrong.
But luckily for the newspaper and the customers who read it, Timespeople multitask like nobody's business.
So, in the hours after the wires announced that Tribune had filed for bankruptcy, Tina Susman got out of her sickbed, donned her long black coat and head scarf and took to the fearsome streets of Baghdad.
Howard Blume spent another long day glued to the phone, so he could tell Los Angeles the story of the do-good school superintendent who ended up doing so poorly.
Chris Dufresne dissected college football coaches and their self-serving votes in the final NCAA regular season poll.
Patrick Goldstein put the finishing touches on another lovely un-Hollywood tale, about a guy from Minneapolis who wrote the script for the latest Clint Eastwood movie in a bar.
When journalists don't know what to do or what to think about their increasingly precarious profession, they tend to turn to some stranger, ask a lot of questions and write another story.
They just keep doing it. Maybe it's glandular.
Newspaper people understand that the world is changing and that their business has to change too. As Jon Stewart said on the "Depressing News Riddle" segment of "The Daily Show": "What's black and white and completely over? . . . It's newspapers."
The good news is that although readers have fled to the Internet in hordes, many of them still read The Times. The newspaper has more readers today, courtesy of latimes.com, than it did in the 1970s and '80s, when the good times seemed like they'd never end.
But like just about every paper in the country, we remain dependent on the printed edition, which pays most of the bills but has seen circulation drop well below 1 million. At last count, weekday circulation was 739,000.
