Trip brings new appreciation for the country where teen was abandoned and adopted
Gianna Horak, 14, visited China this summer with her parents, and was pleasantly surprised at the things she saw and the people she met.
The lights were so bright at the packed concert hall in Shanghai, Gianna Horak could barely see past the second row.
"Hello, I am Gianna," the 14 year-old from Pasadena said in Mandarin, a language she started studying in elementary school. "I was born in China and adopted as an infant. My parents loved me as their own. This is my first time back to China and it's a very treasurable moment, it is what I treasure the most: being back in my home country."
Gianna looked out at the audience, hoping they understood. She could see they did. In the front row, an elderly woman was crying.
The speech was her first in her tour of China this summer with the Los Angeles Children's Chorus -- two weeks spent singing and sightseeing in the lead-up to the Beijing Summer Olympics. Gianna's decision to visit the country where she was abandoned as a newborn was chronicled in The Times in June.
In the weeks since her return, the 9th-grader said she has gained a new appreciation for the country where she was born.
After her chorus obligations were complete, she and her parents, Mindy Schirn and Jan-Christopher Horak, spent five weeks exploring the country where, when she was 2 days old, someone left Gianna in the garden of an orphanage.
From the start, Gianna said, her birthplace offered pleasant surprises. She had expected streets crowded with vendors in Shanghai, and was greeted instead by enormous skyscrapers. Strangers she had expected to be cold and unnerved by her American choir smiled instead and asked to take photos with them.
But she was also disappointed at not feeling an instant sense of belonging.
"I thought as time went on that I would feel a big bang of belongingness. That never happened. It was just more a slow realization that this was where I might have grown up," she said.
With the choir, Gianna explored Chinese history, touring the ancient city of Xi'an with its underground cache of terra cotta Chinese warrior statues. They climbed the Great Wall and ate dinner at the top.
When her parents met her at the choir's final concert, she rushed up to greet them, tears in her eyes.
Together, they revisited a site that had haunted Gianna's dreams: the orphanage where she had been left. Like the rest of China, the facility exceeded her expectations.
