Reporting from Washington — As President Obama and his aides prepared to memorialize the dead in Tucson, they were dealing with death close to home.
Two days after the Tucson mass shooting, Ashley Turton, the wife of Dan Turton, Obama's liaison to the House of Representatives, died when her car struck a wall in their garage, igniting a flash fire.
A pall fell over the White House, already dark from the news in Arizona. Several members of Obama's staff sought to help their colleague and the couple's twin toddlers and year-old baby. Indispensible items on the schedule continued — two heads of state visited, and there were meetings and briefings — but the president remained mostly behind closed doors preparing for Wednesday's memorial in Tucson. The week was set to end with a eulogy for late diplomat Richard C. Holbrooke.
"I think we're all searching for meaning here," said one senior administration official who, like others, described the personal scene on condition of anonymity.
Obama, who keeps his spiritual life mostly private and is often perceived as cerebral and dispassionate, had the job of trying to provide that meaning. One of the major speeches of his presidency had suddenly been thrust upon him. He began his own search hours after he heard of the Tucson shootings. Six people were dead and 13 wounded, including Rep. Gabrielle Giffords (D-Ariz.). One of the first people he reached out to after calling in his speechwriter was a young clergyman on his staff, Joshua DuBois.
A Pentecostal preacher in his spare time, DuBois set aside the e-mail devotionals he had prepared for Obama for the coming week and delved into new material.
Several clergy members who pray, e-mail and talk with the president also assembled, as they often do, to offer advice by messaging and speaking with DuBois.
Obama moved between biblical teachings from the life of Job and verses of Psalm 46 in what amounted to a personal search for the appropriate message, aides and advisors said, and merged his speechwriters with his spiritual counselors in an unusual collaboration.
It wasn't the first time Obama has meditated on the life of Job, the biblical figure who loses his family, health and money. Like a tree that is cut down, the president told New Orleans residents on the 5th anniversary of Hurricane Katrina, their city can sprout again.
This time, Obama was focusing on the sorrow of Job. Among the words read by the president, according to his aides: "When I looked for light, then came darkness." And: "Days of suffering confront me."
On Saturday and Sunday, he spent long stretches preparing for and then calling family members of those killed and injured in the shooting.
He also talked to Mark E. Kelly at the bedside of Kelly's wife, Giffords, the target of the apparent assassination attempt.
On Monday morning, the president's interim chief of staff, Pete Rouse, e-mailed West Wing staffers notifying them that Ashley Turton had died that morning. She was pulling out of her garage on her way to work when her car struck the wall. Fire officials surmised the low-speed crash may have ignited flammable chemicals in the garage.
There was a brief break from work at the White House that morning when the staff spilled onto the frigid South Lawn, joining the president and Michelle Obama in a moment of silence to honor the Tucson shooting victims. Some said they also were thinking of the Turtons.
It was a moment to "connect in grief," said one staffer, with one another and with the Obamas.
Then they returned to their duties, focusing on the midweek memorial set for the University of Arizona sports arena.
Expectations for the president were high. The shooting had set off a national debate about political rhetoric. Political commentators were talking about the presidential moments of Ronald Reagan after the 1986 space shuttle Challenger explosion and George W. Bush after the Sept. 11 attacks. Would Obama be up to this moment?
The speechwriting started Monday. Obama summoned Cody Keenan, whose many written remarks for the president include his eulogy for Sen. Edward M. Kennedy (D-Mass.). Keenan listened and wrote as the president dictated what he wanted to say.
Then there was research to do, such as tracking down "Faces of Hope," a book picturing 50 babies born on Sept. 11, 2001. One was Christina-Taylor Green, the third-grader who was killed when she went to the grocery store to meet Giffords.
In the book next to Christina-Taylor's picture are aspirations for the children of Sept. 11. "I hope you know all the words to the National Anthem and sing it with your hand over your heart," it reads. "I hope you jump in rain puddles."
At the time of her death, Christina-Taylor, 9, was almost the same age as Barack and Michelle Obama's younger daughter, Sasha.
Meanwhile, the president was moving his focus from the Book of Job toward Psalm 46, a familiar funeral text about how God is "our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble."