An illustration of author Susan Straight. (Joe Ciardiello / For The…)
What does it take to be a writer: A room of one’s own? A weakness for words? To celebrate the Festival of Books, we asked five celebrated authors to recall a turning point in their evolution as writers. First up is Susan Straight, recipient of the Los Angeles Times Book Prizes' 2013 Robert Kirsch Award for lifetime achievement.
I wrote the stories in my first book by hand, in these places: at the counter of the Mobil station where I worked in 1979, between customers, eating beef jerky and stale cashews out of the nut mix no one ever bought from the cloudy glass compartments beneath my notebook; sitting on a huge rock at the beach in Rosarito, Mexico, in 1983 after my husband fell asleep in the tiny hotel where we spent our two-night honeymoon, writing in my notebook; sitting at a card table in married student housing in 1984 in Amherst with the small blue Smith-Corona my mother had given me for high school graduation; in a pale green 1980-something Fiat with brakes that went out all the time, upon which occasion my husband would have me sit in the driver's seat and pump the brakes while he was underneath the car in the gravel driveway of our house back in Riverside in 1988, and I held a notebook and pen, writing.
I wrote my second book at night, after work, on the same Smith-Corona, sitting at the same flimsy brown card table in the back bedroom we had just painted baby pastels. I was pregnant. My husband worked graveyard shift. The floor where we'd pulled up old carpet was bare wood stained with motor oil — the previous owner had worked on engines in this, his bedroom.
I believed by then that real writers never wrote by hand — they typed. My husband claimed he couldn't sleep unless he heard the clacking of the keys against the hard black roller, and the zip-slide of the platen when I finished a line. When I went to wake him for work, sometimes he said, "I didn't hear anything. You said you were going to work." I'd say, "I was working. I was writing by hand." "That's not the same," he'd yawn, and head into the night.
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My brother wrecked the green Fiat. My husband and I bought a blue Toyota truck. I had two daughters then, and I wrote in the front bench seat, while people played all around me. Someone stole the truck — all we ever found was one axle in a dirt field.
I had a third daughter. I got divorced. I wrote in my green Mercury Villager van, with headlights that made it look like a shark at night, according to the girls who waited for me to pick them up from practice for everything children can practice for. For 24 years I wrote not while driving but while waiting in parking lots for hours — basketball and tennis and doctor appointments and hospitals, Girl Scouts and plays, driving exams and prom nights (2 a.m.! A whole chapter!), writing in my notebooks.
I have more than 100 legal pads filled with handwriting. Eight novels, two books for children, countless stories and essays.
The whole time, I waited to be alone. Writers were alone. They woke with the sunrise, drank coffee, wrote alone, thought alone, listened to music they chose, and in the evening drank something impressive while writing into the night. Alone. Real novelists, those we admire, those we consider timeless in their language and character and scene, those who receive accolades for inventive language and form, have writing lives we imagine in specific ways. I imagine these, even now, listening to writers being interviewed.
I joked all the time about writing in my car, about never having been to a writers colony but having finished my third and fourth novels in cheap motels where I stayed awake all night because in the first, someone was trying to kill his wife and she beat him up and he lay in the hallway moaning; in the second, two men were making drug deals all night long in the hallway; and finishing my fifth novel at Riverside's elegant Mission Inn, in 1995, because I felt the weight of Erle Stanley Gardner and the other writers who'd inhabited the lovely room where I wrote — by hand — feeling like a fraud.
And sometimes other writers would say to me, "Well, it's easy for you to write anywhere, I mean, I couldn't do it, I have to have utter silence, and concentration, and I'm working on different kinds of themes, I mean, my work is very serious." Yep. People said that. I was writing then about a woman killed in an alley, because of jealousy and unrequited love, and during that time, a cousin's daughter was killed in her home, because of defiance and unrequited love. It felt serious to me. I wrote about working class characters in Southern California, and often writers not from California would add, "I mean, it's sunny outside, and you guys just live in your cars, right?